so, my parents want to move me out of ib. they feel it's too stressful, and that i can't pull it off with decent grades.
but, i've been planning to do ib since eighth grade. i've known its what i was going to do. i've also worked really hard so far, and feel like everything i'm working on/have done so far would go to waste. but i also have to consider that i don't even know what i want to do anymore. i love art, but i decide long ago that i couldn't make a decent living off of it, and decided to do art marketing/business design with an emphasis on advertising. but i never even considered doing something else, which i might love just as much as my drawing and sculpting; theater. especially musical theater.  i mean, i was in drama in middle school, and i've always loved to sing, but i never took it as a serious career choice. if there were one possible career choice worse than being an artist, its probably being an actress. but i dunno, with all the stress & self-discovery & inner turmoil blahblah blah blah high school shit blah recently, i just don't feel like i know for sure anymore. i love theater. i love art. i just wish i could stop everything around me and take the time to figure everything out.